| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2003 |
| Date of Death | 12/2003 |
| Visitors | 1,129 since 10/04/2007 |
| Creator |
Joshua Thomas Savory ,5th December 2003
My little boy was not ment for this world , He was a suprise when i found out i was pregnant i was
on the injection pill, but as my belly grew i knew he was ment to be .
Unfortunatley at 38 weeks i went for my routine scan on the 3rd December and i was having mild
contractions Doctors had told me they were to start my labour on the friday 5th so as far as i was
concerned we were ok.
But Joshua wasnt i heard his heart beat then was told to go to the labour ward so my consultant
could do a scan with me having contractions .
The time i walked 50 yards climbed on the table my Joshua was gone no explanation why he had been
took from me .
My consultant sent me home and i had to wait for my original starting date to have him, the pain in
my heart was unbearable but i had to be strong as my other children needed me, but i needed Joshua.
A friend of mine told me that God takes the ones he loves the most back
because he couldnt be with out them .
Well i dont no what God is going to do when i am at his gates wanting my son back.
for your mummy
My Mum is a survivor,
Or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night,
When all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night,
And go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her,
To help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach,
That never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mum,
Who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
A smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see,
Tears flowing from her eyes.
My mum tries to cope with death,
To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows,
It is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mum,
Through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels,
Protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
Or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
No matter what she feels,
My surviving mum has a broken heart,
That time won't ever heal.
not a day goes by
Not a day goes by that we dont think of you , you are with us everyday .
I just wished things could of been different but god took you for a reason my little angel.
Until we meet again you will always be with us forever .
Mammy
MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY JOSHUA
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BIRTHDAY MEMORY
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Dear son
Dear son we thought it might get easier , But it never ever does , the burning pain of losing you is always here with us.
Everyday you're still with us,in one way or another , losing a son is the worst thing for a Dad and Mother .
Thats why we both still find the only thing we want to do
Is have this little moment
Just your Mam and Dad and You.
My Precious Child
Theres not a day that passes
That i don't sit and cry
And look to Heaven for a reason
But still i don't know why
Couldn't he have waited
Another year or two
Until you were a little older
And i'd had more time with you
Forgive me , Lord I then say
All these thoughts are wrong
There has to be a reason
And i know i must be strrong
You're in the arms of Jesus now
And i know that you are fine
But i wish all my heart
That those arms could be mine.
sweet dreams
Dear Sweet Mommy:
I thought I would let you know that I still love you so much. I miss hearing your heartbeat. I miss your rubbing me, and patting me and talking softly to me as I grew not only under your heart but in your heart too. I know you would be a good mom. I know we would have played games and ate delicious treats. I know you did everything you could to help me achieve my dreams. I was so looking forward to growing up and getting into all things that babies normally do. I was so looking forward to having you rock me and hold me, hug me and kiss me. I was so looking forward to all the plans we made. I know you wanted all of that too. But mommy, don’t worry about me now. Don’t be sad for me! I went from the warm darkness of your tummy into heaven’s bright glory. I am now in God’s loving hands. The soft sweet words I hear now are God’s. I am soothed by the sound of angel wings and sleep with my head in the clouds. I wait patiently for you with all that have gone before me. But Mommy, know that I will be fine and I want you to be fine too! I know you miss me as I miss you; but weep no more. 'I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn’s rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quite birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night.” And mommy, I see good things coming to you and daddy in the future – a wonderful life filled with love and laughter. Although I can’t be with you now, I know we will be together in eternity. Dear, Sweet Mommy, don’t be sad. So you will know that I am with you always, every time you find a penny or coin on the ground, know that I put it there for you to find – so you will know that I am thinking of and missing you too.
I will mind my manners. I will play nicely. I know that I will be missing you as much as you are missing me. I love you.
Until me meet again.
Your little baby.
Little Angels
When God calls little children,
To dwell with him above.
We mortals sometimes question,
The wisdom of his love.
For no heartache compares with
The death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful, and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to his fold,
And so he picks a rosebud,
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
And so he takes but few,
To make the land of Heaven
More beautiful to view
Believing this is difficult
Still, somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be 'Goodbye'.
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realize, God loves children...
Angels are hard to find.
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